delete your body

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delete your body; feel okay

the majority of these songs were written/recorded April 2016 after returning from a long tour, and spliced together to make a thrilling representation of my broken brain later

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released January 18, 2017

Composed, recorded, and performed (poorly) by Zakariya A. Houacine with the exception of some additional drum parts by Alex Ziembiec

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i feel okay Albany, New York

Thanks to denial, we are immortal.

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Track Name: delete your body
holo

wake up with a blank stare
I'm looking in the mirror but no one is there
[expletive deleted] I am waiting for you, I am waiting for you

get out of my bed, get in my head
we could delete my body
and stay inside

I've been trying and I think maybe, just maybe
we could feel alright

(I wish that I could throw out this shell,
this is my own personal hell)


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evaporating

my head was stuck in a microwave
but that was okay
that's not what scares me
it's forgetting how to do those simple things

1.) not getting out of bed
2. ) not talking to your friends
are all signs you're forgetting how to be someone again

my head was stuck in the microwave
oh! I forgot I could turn it on!
I spent a few months in the sun
evaporating and forgetting how to be someone
(i don't know)

tell me when it's safe to come out and I will
I'm trying!
to dig my way out

o̦̘̖̖͓̞̪͘k̙̦̞̰̹͙a͏y̟͙͙͈̯͢ͅ,̫ ̷͚̳͔̜s̯̖͕o͍͔̩̝̟̣͉r̟̲̠͚ţ̘̹̳͍̼͔ ̶̦̱͇o̰f̲ͅ ̨͉̜̼s̷̹͚p̝̦͎a͓͟c͉i̶̜̲̜n̶g̦̘̻̖̲̙͎ ̠o̧͇n̻̟̞̙̦̲̯͝ ̛̼͕̺̼̝y͔͉̬̟͢o̩̥̰͖͎͚͔ur̭̥̟̤ ͇̰̖͇̤͍͢n̞̮͍̥a͉͡m̲̙e̫̹̱̠̮͡.̟̫̻.͏̩̖̯.̢
̴̪͕̜ͅA̦̩͍̞̪ͅș̳̩a͎ͅi̫̞̭̲̺͞a̡̹̳̻͚̣̝h̞̪
̻̮̮̘͈w͇̬e̤͘l̲͚̬l̗̘̭͇,̰̯̱̼̤ ̜̹͉̻̱͈̀A̳̤̥͇̬s̱̗̪͍̰̥̫a҉͕͓i̫a̴̼h̫̠͔͉̼̭̭,͉͠ Į̱̬̩ͅ'̡͓̤m̧̞̯ ̵n̮͇̲̝̯͟ơ͉̗̟͈̞̯̺t̼͉ ̡̟̲̹̞g͎͎̥͉̮͢o̪̗̳i̭̖̹n̻͜ͅg̶͖͉͎̦̪̫ ̭̯̣̪ţ̙͇͍̖o͕̘͕͓̭͢ b̝̖̯͠e̻̝̭̙͇ ̰̭̻̣͎̻͔p̗͖̝͔̺̮ḁ̣̮̝̱̪͓y͖͡i̡͈̥̦̫n̘̺͖̜̠ͅg̪̩̭ ͔̩͕f̪̣̻o̱̲͕͖̲ͅr̲̪͍̰͕̳͈͜ ̬͎̺y͖̯̠o̩̘̬u̗͙͍͞r ṱ̳̦̱̗u̗͓̘͓͡i̢t̵͍͎̙̲̦i̬͙͎o̤̞n͚̹͓͔͓..̘̼̦̩͡.҉
̗̹͔̖͓͠ͅ*͠l̟̪͇͙a͟ù͓̤gh͖͠t̙̹͝e̛̺̠̖͔ͅr̘͉̘̞̤͈*̺̜̝̻̼̱
̳͈͇w̻̟̖̳̻hḭ̯͈͍͡ͅc͖̹̱̙͕̫̮h̝͚̺̩͖̹ ̮b̰̠̕r̜̗i̭n̝̺̺͎̞͈͢g̹̜͍͘s̹̯͓̱͓͉ ͓̰̣̻̲m͎͙̤é͚ ̷t̝̣̺̺̼͔ͅo̫͍̱̼̭͓ ̵͙̲̻̯̙̘͙m̼̩̦͇͡y͇̳̠̳̤͖͖ ̤̱͙͚͎͉͈͘m͏̜̯̼̘a͙i̲̭n p̙o͏i̳̮̞̮̼n̛̝t͔͇͈͕̟͘ ̮̯̯͜w͏̠̭̪̥̪̖̺h͚̥̱̳ị̹̫͎c̗̼͔h̺̬ ͠i̵̱̙s̰̹͚̭,͝ ͙͖̗̩̦̥̝I͍̰͢ ̴w͇͎̩͔i̲͙̦̹̕l̠̝̤͠l̩ ǹ̲̳̣͇̳̱̟o̢t̶̳̱͈ ҉̭̥͖̱̦̭b҉̣̦e̛̤͚͎̞ ̺̘a̞̪̹͜b̢͎̪̞͉̝l̠̼͎e̴̻͔ ̪̩͘t̞͈̟̪o̪͉͓̤͇̹̼ ͅp̢͚̠̫̺̘̙͉a͢y̝͉̘̥̯̗̝̕ ̡̮̜̦̜f̨̫͈̦̲o̧̱̣r̫ ̴̩̭͕a͖͚̰̦̦̦ͅņ̜̜̖̣y̖̳ͅo͎͜n̗̯̰͈̬̜̗e̗̻̤'̢s҉͔̘ ̫̖͎͚̳̻̠t̳͟u̶̝͇̺i̛̻̮͉̫ͅt̠̘̬̬̘̹͟i̠̺o̳̪̻̭ͅn̶͓̜̻͔̪̮,͈̝̯͚͠ͅ ̥͚͇̬̯̹͇Í͚'̤̦͓̱̩ͅm͕͍͔̙̱ ͙͕̳̱̗̰s̶̩̮̥͙͇̘o̵̘͇̪̯̻ ͙͉͍̙̦̹ͅso̖̭̞͔͚͠ ̳̝̻s̸̥͔̬̱̟ǫ͚͕͔r̠r̰̖̗̞͖y̴͓
̝͘(̫y̬̗͞o̯̜̣̳̰̺u̹ ̞͙̘͙̪͡l̛͙̦̣̤i͏̘͍e͝d͍̥̘̖ ̜̟͓t͓͕͢o̴̗̘͉̺ ͈̘͙ù͓̩̮͓̣̥s̵͉͉̙͉͍!̤͙̦̠̪͜)͕̗̱̠
̞̟I͚̰̩̤̬͘ ̟͚̰̫͉̮l͉̩̩ͅi̸̟̼̣e͕̝̮̥d̬̼̳̹ ̫̱̣̠̟̦̘ţ̩͙̺͇̰͓o̞̼̦̞͞ ̭m̘̝y͏̳̺s͙͎̻̱̗͉͞ḛ̱̯̺̘͔͝l̟̻̘̬f̭̱̖̕ ̠͕͢t̵oo.̹̱͙.͚̤̗.͙̤̱̭̹̬


depressive realism theory

do you live your life
like a joke nobody's in on but you?

swinging from the branches
so euphoric in the sensations that
you didn't see me
you didn't see that they were all rotten
we watch and get lost in the sensation
(I'm looking around and uh...
I think everybody's laughing now...)

everybody's laughing now I think they get the joke
they're just asking you to leave them alone
everybody's laughing loud, do you think that they should know?
ice is thin, I'm sleeping in
I wanted to go home

I'm evaporating.
The next time that you see me, I'll be one with the sun
one with the sun, I won't hurt anyone