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climate trauma

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1.
in the tiniest moment it dawned on me like ice water rushing through your ankle it's time exponentially collapsing it's the void that you're feeding human beings scrolling through the darkness searching for a relative likeness the truth we deny, a little bit frightening hanging in limbo, we dream in silence another year and this could all end quite violent now all I want to do for you is sing this right until I shed some light through now all I have to do is sing this right for you, feel the weight of the whole moon on the tides pushing through ba da da da da da dada
2.
tiny movements towards something healing never certain what I should be feeling weight under my eyes grows ad-infinitum crack a joke just to spite them sleeping with both eyes open ambition being sucked right through a vacuum, my dreams slipped right through where is my great big glow up? glow red sun shining in my eye kaleidoscopic vision obscures you from my sight all that I have are window pane flashbacks of your head resting gently in the void of my chest UV sun rays bodies quickly dripping away this is when it all starts slipping to grey let me get to sleep wanna see it in my dreams when my body deletes, I'll glow up and out just for now I'm moving on, grinding my teeth to the gum
3.
Sometimes I have this dream. I’m going for a hike and discover a remote farm house on fire. Children are calling for help from the upper windows. So I call the fire brigade. But they don’t come, because some mad person keeps telling them that it is a false alarm. The situation is getting more and more desperate, but I cant convince the firemen to get going. I cannot wake up from this nightmare. -Stefan Rahmstorf.
4.
the bus is on fire and I'm shaking you but neither of us can find the resolve to wake up from the nightmare come up 60,000 miles of slow death til it's scorched up passing transit their stares of disgust misinformed cheers, our bucket of rust it's hardly a choice to keep eating dust fire enters my lungs bad choice or necessary crutch I begin to cough it back up lucid moment, time to wake up
5.
I think that I've lost my whole mind, it's alright me and my friends all wanna die no! more like we just wanna feel alright, is that fine? struggling to unpoison my mind when the ocean tears apart the whole coastline where will I run and try to hide? dissociation can escape your problems in real time
6.
downerr 02:13
with the chasm in the rear-view, tidal waves are crashing through a life I hardly knew if I stare too long the glare will burn my retnas, true car seat heartbreak // something I can't undo wonder if ever I'll return to eating sunlight creeping frights of the anthropogenic type I know that the truth could be a downerr, too the holes in your heart form an oculus that can see too if I sink to the bottom of the stew I'll wonder what's become of you was hoping we could laugh it off when the worms are done with us and it'll be so nice to meet you when the walls come crashing down reminisce on the bluest of moons a human condition from a peculiar view I know that the truth is a downerr too reality has become my nightmare fuel
7.
grounding 03:06
I was sleeping through the signs I was taking my time anxious, in decline the body's no longer mine basement blacklight painted constellations on their jackets knobbly fingers crumpling receipts inside a pocket worry-charged rock fiddling between those digits pretraumatic stress slow violence, invisible duress home, that crackling voice on the phone sitting under stars not quite alone I realized it's worth it (life *is* suffering after all!) now that I'm taking water waves crash a little harder grounding rituals drag me to the ocean floor
8.
'birds' 00:44
9.
crush 02:23
last thing I'd wanna do is scare you spiral into silence the data breakthrough it's 3 millimeters rising per year Sisyphus blind pushing a boulder on a virtual treadmill while the world falls apart glow up and out with me scream until your voice falls softly I don't think that they care used to walk around eating sunlight now I run from UVs burning bright oh my god I think that I care (it's been said I came into this world screaming and that's exactly how I'm leaving)
10.
adenosine 03:48
overtones screamed all at once the sound of my snapping crutch I can see the end just around the bend prophetic // pathetic ring out in unison all my truths absurd know I'm not the only one who pushed too hard while refusing to budge
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3/4 okay 04:11
non-ionized radiation glow slow fried my brain forgot what it meant to be okay now I'm the birds chirping over highway hum persistent while things grow numb all that I have is this unsteady pace bringing my closer to seeing your face my dreams are clearer now preparing me for what is yet to come and the elasticity of loved ones the fringe coming undone the notes were always bound to waver some our heat death written in the stars above light a candle against the darkness dream in laughter sonorous

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climate trauma is the interpersonal-and-existential-crisis-on-the-impending-climate-apocalypse experience of a lifetime

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released June 26, 2018

Sam Nazz and Gabriel Weitzman recorded the drum kit at The Hartt School
Jeremy Langevin played the drum kit on tracks 1, 4, ,5, 6, 7, and 9
Gill Pitzer played the violin on tracks 1, 2, 4, 5, 7, 10, and 12 and composed or recorded additional synths parts on tracks 6 and 9

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